it has been more than a month since i blogged, dont bother and too busy to blog. i treat blogging like a pastime, im nt a serious blogger. Dont wish to treat blogging as a task, so i blog whenever i like. Did quite alot of things in the past months. Most of the time i was struggling with my studies and wasting precious time. My MYE results sucks, but did improve a little. Pathetic score which i can go no tertiary sch. i know i can do it, but i lack the focus and motivation. im applying for direct jc admission, ytd night went through all the 18 jcs websites. applying for cjc, jjc, njc and sajc. all jcs have different requirements, i go for the leadership ones. And im waiting for direct poly admission, that is what i really wan.


my mother tongue o level coming in a week time, i hope can get a grade of A2 so i can drop the subject. i jus hope i have enough time to do all my revisions before the Os. i jus feel the education in sg is nt well-rounded, the exam-based approach offered a very limited proof of the student's overall academic ability. anyway this is nt my excuse for nt doing well. I will try my best:D


recently (quite long ago), i begin to take notice of the people around me, probably because they are better than me in some ways. i have paid special attention to their behaviour, it jus shows how selfish they are. im nt being over sensitive or wad, but i have to learn to work with this kind of people. when ppl are better than you, you feel bad and this makes them easier to pin you down more. im glad that i realised this at this age, it only tells how cruel the society is.the world work this way, no choice. So friends, dont let this ppl pin you down, work hard!

to end off, i jus feel sad for those victims of the china si chuan quake. i hope that the situation there will get better. byee

THE END:6:20 PM